The End of an Era

by Mandy Weger on July 15, 2011

I started reading Harry Potter at age 11. I was still at an age where I wanted so badly to believe that there really was a hidden world of witches and wizards. I pondered with my best friend for hours how it could be possible and how we might infiltrate such a world. We were baffled how two awesome people like us could be left out on this secret for so long.

I remember discovering Mugglenet.com and pouring over all of the theories and connections that people cleverer than I deduced from the books. Everyone was wondering how it would end, if Harry would die, and if Cho Chang was really Lord Voldemort trying to lure Harry to the dark side.

When they were casting for the films, I wished and wished and wished that they would cast me as someone. ANYONE. I would have taken Pansy Parkinson for all I cared.

I went to the midnight showings and the midnight book sales to be one of the first to witness The Boy Who Lived’s story. I screamed in frustration when Dolores Umbridge was so mean to Harry and when he felt so isolated, then sobbed when Harry experienced the loss of Sirius, then Dumbledore.

At 20 years old, I read Deathly Hallows while I was interning in LA. I finished in 12 hours and arrived a sweaty, unshowered, emotional mess to work (15 minutes late).

I’m a little over a month from my 25th birthday, and I have tickets to a 3:50 showing this afternoon. The midnight showing wasn’t an option this time around, as my husband needed sleep for work, but I secretly wanted to sneak out of the house to see it last night. I know that Harry Potter is not precious to my husband, and it might seem silly, but he is precious to me.

I grew up with these books and movies. I believe I was in the best age slot when these books surfaced in the United States–I desperately wanted to believe in magic and fairytales and happy endings, and Harry Potter provided the perfect escape into a wonderful world throughout my teenage years. As the movies are finally over, I feel like it truly is the end of an era-the end of that childhood innocence.

I am so happy that I grew up with such a wonderful and imaginative series of books that could transport me anywhere I wanted whenever my nose was buried in them; or of course, between book releases when I would daydream about what was next. Though the adventure is over for me, I am truly excited to experience this series through my own children’s eyes one day when they discover that magic as well.

Many Harry Potter fans my own age will consider themselves “dorks” or “nerds” for loving this series, but I reject that label because that isn’t what I am. I enjoyed a very human story about a boy against tremendous odds who overcame them with his courage, tremendous moral fiber, strength of heart and ability to love. How could anyone rooting for that boy be considered a nerd?

Are you a superfan of Harry? Did you grow up reading the books, or did you discover them at a later age?

  • http://www.loveandrenovations.com Amanda

    I hadn’t ever read a HP book or seen a movie until the summer before I started college. My friends finally forced me to watch the first four movies (the fifth one was about to come out, so we ended up going to see that a few weeks later), and I absolutely fell in love. I read all the books as soon as I could, and I’ve read them all at least twice more since then. Love them!

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  • http://www.lazykitchenette.com Jess

    I’m such a huge HP fan! Im 25 and I went to the midnight showing. I cried the whole time. It really is the end of an era. Great post!

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  • http://7daysaweek-alice.blogspot.com/ Alice

    I totally stuck my nose in the newest HP book release and didn’t detach my eyes from it (even during meal times) until I read the last page and closed the book. Then I flipped the book over and repeated. LOL!

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  • Colleen

    I’m not.
    But this post made me feel like i’ve missed out :(

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  • http://latteloveleavinghome.blogspot.com LatteLove

    I’m so happy you mentioned that liking Harry Potter isn’t nerdy…
    a good novel, is a GOOD NOVEL! Liking one of the best stories ever written does not make you nerdy :-)

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  • http://fromscratchblog.wordpress.com Abby

    I am! I love love loved the books (and love the movies, too) and while I’m sad that the last movie is showing in theatres, I was a little bit more sad when I turned the last page of the final book. They’re just so good!

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  • http://www.allieseverydayadventures.blogspot.com Allie

    I also got the first book when I was eleven. I have loved every second of reading (and re-reading) the books, and watching (re-watching) the movies. I’m in total denial that it’s over, because I grew up WITH these characters/actors.

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  • http://www.greeningyoureats.com Amber

    I really enjoyed the books, but I’m a little older than you (so I didn’t grow up with them) and I started reading them after I was already a huge LotR fan, so while I liked them, I just thought of them as derivative. But as the series progressed and as the movies got better (which they really did!), I am more excited about the series… to the point where I actually teared up at the end of HP7.I because I knew there was only one installment left.

    I’m seeing it tomorrow night. Can’t wait!

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  • http://rufflesandtruffles.com Katie

    Sigh. So many feelings.

    I started reading the books in 1998 when HP and the Sorcerer’s Stone first came out. Rosie O’Donnell had J.K. Rowling on her show because she herself had loved the book. Well, that sucked me in, and I’ve never looked back. I always picked up the new books on they day they were released, then plopped myself on the couch to read them cover to cover.

    I haven’t been to see the movie yet (tomorrow afternoon I hope), but when I saw all the news stories about the midnight release on Friday morning, I do admit that I teared up. I have invested 13 years of my life as a fan; up until now, there has pretty much been a new book or movie to look forward to at any given time. Now…what am I supposed to do?!!? Cry, I guess. Well, that’s probably very likely, as I completely soaked Justin’s shoulder/shirt with my tears at the end of HP7 when Dobby died. Note to self: bring lots of tissues and don’t wear makeup to the movie.

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